原本这篇是要写最近的生活点滴的

那么久没来update了

都沾满尘埃了耶

看看我的浏览人次 真是门可罗雀啊

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就是心里很多感受一直压抑着

想来这里倾诉一下~~~<3

很想说

有时候真的害很怕自己太在意某些人，事，物

嘴里总说无所谓美关系是为了催眠自己不去在意

因为受伤的永远只是自己

受伤的感觉我怕惨了

因为太害怕失去的感觉了

所以总是推开眼前的人

其实如果你能看穿我

就适时的给我一个拥抱

告诉我有你在

或许我就会平静下来了...

每次听到妈妈的声音就很心酸鼻子酸

想让妈妈抱抱

在妈妈怀里哭哭

那天妈妈打电话过来

我爹着告诉妈妈我不开心

她说这样只是和自己过意不去

去跳跳舞唱唱歌啊

会比较开心的

呵呵 真是我可爱的妈妈

已经算坚强很多了吧

被人取笑我的声音（我的底线）都可以笑着带过

虽然心里还是很痛

记得以前有位老师问我

"apa suara ni?!"

我当场就哭出来了

这是我妈妈生给我的声音

天生就是这样

而且我妈妈说以前我们分开住时

她打电话给我听到我的声音都很感动的

怎么可以随便取笑

算了

当作娱乐大家

我已经渐渐免疫了...

总是对人很真心

就算不真心我也不会去伤害别人

但是有些人就是不会对你真心

而且还会做很过分的事

哎...

我是不是很傻?

看到这里

是不是在想

他妈的这个女人的头脑又够复杂

哈哈 对啊我就是这样复杂

连我自己都觉得很麻烦

最后最后

现在的心情

愿好梦

Girls,do you love yourself?

Some random ideas came across my mind when I was showering this afternoon.

Maybe I can crack out some meaningful thoughts when I was having period?lol

You doubt right,what I mean by love yourself ?

 Here is a simple testing created by myself.

1) You often head to bed before 11p.m?

A-NO

B-YES

2) You go for clubbing almost every month or twice a month?

A- YES and even more frequent

B- NO, I never go and I can't find the reason to go/ Only go when really have to.

3) You smoke?

A- YES

B- NO

4) You still cry for a man that abundant you long long time ago?

A- YES,because I still love him.

B- NO, I am not that silly though I loved him once.

5) You like to dress up yourself and enjoy shopping?

A- NO, I am lazy.

B- YES, of course.

6) You drink cold water (with ice) everyday?

A- YES,no life without ice

B- NO, sometime only.

7) You try to or think to commit suicide before?

A- YES...

B- NO and never,what for?

8) You like to talk rude language?

A- YES, it was cool.

B- NO, ruin my image.

9) Do you still read or study even you are not in school anymore?

A- NO

B- YES, study never have an end.

10) Will you buy yourself something as a reward eventhough you have no boyfriend or husband?

A- NO

B- YES

If you got B more than A,

Congratz, you LOVE yourself a lot!

And conversely,

you should try to look on the problem,

and love yourself more =)

(will explain more in the next post,because I have to rush for work now!)

Maybe you don't agree with me,its ok.This is just my point of views.

GIRLS

WE LOVE OURSELVES.

cheers.

as I promised

Night-to-blog again~
My life is so fully-used you know?
From Monday to Thursday.
hahaha
and I am so frigging happy when I can sleep till sun burning my butt on Friday!
TEEHEE

Ok la,
LAST SATURDAY

had activity day at school

let the pics tell the story =)

Group 3~

THIS PIC WAS RUIN BY A BANGLA.

The best Department Game group!hahaha
rewards is...
snack!!! =D
nom nom nom

LOL.

After that we had our dinner at TBR which is now already disappear.sobs...



LAST SUNDAY.
I was brave enough.
Early in the morning (7.45) I take LRT to Sri Petaling from Melati Utama.
It was like I already very used to the LRT route,easy task for me to travel alone.hahaha
Had my first experience as usherette cum waitress cum body guard.
What you called it?
IRONWOMEN,I teach you.

Front view of the Horse Parade.

Let's discover the inner beauty of this parade.

actually it was a 6 stars hotels =)

Morning session.
Be the usherette for VVIP & VIP.
A great experience which made me a multitask people.

with my Amway mummy.hehe

*due to laziness,photos will be uploaded to my facebook.haha*

Night session.
I transformed into waitress cum body guard cum dinner guest.

opsss,haven't get ready yet.

What's next?

hahaha

stuck in blog omg.

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oh yea I know ady.

7/7/2011

Our housemate's birthday celebration at Paparich.

The girls.

Wish you all the best in your study ya.

FOUR FLAT!

hahaha

In addition,

I really felt so glad as I attending house meeting last night since I had never go one for 2 months...

I was like,slowly found back my motivation and Genki!

As I promised,I will not simply miss any single meeting!

I am so young,
why not fight for it?

You guys too,
the young is not about how old are you,is about how your thinking goes.


So,
let's stay young together and fight for our fabulous future!

pls: click the advert =)

Wonderful Night

As you can see the frequency of my posts,you should know right,

I really have NO TIME,I mean.

Busy for many other stuff until I almost ignore my study.

Honestly,I skipped lecture like more and more frequent.

My coursemates all say they can't find me in the lecture hall recently...

Sorry,not that I don't want to study,

it just that I am having bad time management.

I must start doing my undo tutorial during this Saturday,coz 9th July,dangerous day and I can't go anywhere except staying at home...so...do my work is a must!*Hoping someone to scold me when I lazy*

Like now,I reached home at 11p.m but still insist to blog.

There are a strong feeling urge me to jot down what had happened today!

Basically,

today I went for Transformer @ Pavilion with a friend.

Wearing 3 inches high heel to walk through so many distance is torturing!

But as usual,women want leng don't want life.lol

Before the movie,we had our meal at Bao Xiang Bang Xian Bak Ku Teh.

Ka Wan!!! the best pork part in the world omg~~~

Yea!That's why I said I wanna be a rich women sooooo eagerly!

Only this simple meal ady cost my one week's zap fan =(

money money money!!!

Don't worry,in process now.

Soon I will get my income constantly!

wait and see!

Had Snowflake at Sungai Wang after movie =)

By the way,

loved the moment I took out my high heel,with bare foot,we stroll along the street of KLCC PARK...

We chat,we laugh,and we capture.

We never care other's.

It was like,so wonderful eh? <3

err

more photos to come...

Gonna sleep la!

Tomorrow have to wake up at 6.

Having Scholarship Interview at 9.

Wish my luck k?

post owing:

1. SBS SWC Activity Day

2. Crown Ambassadar Recognition Event

stay tuned!

LOVE.